Although I'm insanely busy with work and I truly have been trying to stay somewhat focused lately I'm still me and I still make time for the ones that truly matter. Lately that is C, L and hubby (strange but true).
Things with C have been different this time around. I have kind of backed down a little from him and let him take the lead and this has surely been working to my advantage. After our last encounter together I sent him an email just basically saying thanks and how much I enjoyed myself. He replied a day or so later and said the usual... it was the best, it felt so good to be inside me, etc. Well that was on a Friday and I knew he would be with the girlfriend all weekend so I didn't reply back. On Sunday he emailed me about his weekend and asked if I had received his message cause he didn't hear back from me and he had such a great time. Ha... I like that! Of course I replied and told him how great he was, etc. and just said I was busy and knew he was away for the weekend. So he wanted to know when we could get together again. So we decided on Wednesday, only his son was home so he decided to sneak me into his basement while his son was asleep upstairs. He's a teenager so he stays up most of the night and sleeps all day.
WEDNESDAY: So he picked me up in a parking lot near his house and I hopped in. I have to say I was really nervous for some reason! Him being daring is also not his nature! Kinda funny, when we pulled into the neighborhood I slipped down into my seat and this time he covered me with a blanket. That was a first but it didn't bother me at all. I think it's kind of funny the lengths we all go for some of our fun! So after he closed the garage door, he went in and checked everything out and then we went right down into the basement. So the people that lived there before the husband had built a recording studio down there so there is this room with two sets of doors that leads into another room with the sound proof walls and then that leads into another room. It's very cool! Anyway, when we walked in he had put this inflatable couch that makes into a bed and he had it all set up with pillows and blankets and the lights were all dimmed. It was nice! C wastes no time with me. He immediately had me stripped down on the bed. I know I've said it before but I'll say it again, I love the effect I have on this man. I love that when I kiss him and take his pants off he is always rock hard for me!! We have fallen into a pattern it seems. This is good and bad! It's good because he is so amazing and I know that even though it will go the same way every time with very little being different I know that he will satisfy me over and over until I'm begging him to stop!
This time was no different until it was his turn. He asked me if I would mind if he recorded us having anal or him cumming in my mouth. I told him that was fine. We tried anal first. Funny thing about anal is that it always hurts a little at first but I can always take it but we had no lube and for some reason my ass was just not into it. He tried and tried all the while his phone trying to record it but it was just not going to happen this time! So we switched and he stood up with his camera on record and I got down on my knees and did what he loves me to do! I wet my finger and slid it ever so gently in his ass (after I got it nice and wet with my mouth) and began to suck and lick his cock like my favorite stick of candy! I love that I can take all of him in my mouth. He took the back of my hair in his hands and guided me up and down his shaft. He would tell me to look at the camera with his cock in his mouth. When he was ready to cum he pulled me off and stroked himself a few times and then he came all over my face and my mouth. It was excellent. He shot it everywhere. In my hair, eyelashes, up my nose, and down my throat. I'm sure it made for a great video moment. Then like the good girl I am, I wiped as much of it off of my face and licked my fingers clean. I wanted to watch the video but I didn't get to- YET! He said it was great and he loves it but I would like to see it myself although I'm sure I would just critique it! I'm so critical of myself! That is the first time I've ever had anyone record me! Shortly after we cleaned up we tipped toed out and he took me back to my car. Other than an email telling me I'm the best I have not heard from him since although I know the girlfriend was moving here this weekend. I know we will not see each other as often but right now I'm good with that and I will continue to enjoy him when he's mine and not worry about the rest!
THURSDAY: I headed out to my morning appointment and I knew that L was not to far working. He stays in pretty good contact day to day, sometimes to much contact but we had discussed meeting up for a bit if our schedules allowed. Well he started texting just before lunch. I still had a few things to do and then he got a flat so we decided to chat again in an hour. So a bit later he checks with me and says he will meet me at a little corner bar down the road in 15 minutes. So I freshen up, remove my panties and meet him in the parking lot. As soon as I get out of my car he grabs me, pushes me into my car and starts to kiss me. He tells me how sexy I am and then takes my hand and puts it on his rock hard cock and tells me that is what I do to him every time he's near me or thinks of me! So I take his hand and place it up my dress and between my legs and run his fingers across my now soaking wet pussy and remind him that's what he does to me when we are together or when I think of him!! So we head into the bar. Now truthfully folks I was thinking we might grab a cheap room for a few hours as I could have used some 1:1 with him but maybe that is for another day. So we headed inside and everyone that was there was sitting at the bar so we found a little table in the corner. He ordered us a few beers and I headed to the ladies room. When I came back out there was a beer and a shot sitting in front of me. We did the shot, ordered some food and I drank my beer. So L is very touchy feely and he loves that I don't wear panties as he loves to run his hands up and between my legs, especially in public places. I of course, love letting him! We eat, we chat, we kiss, we touch, we do another shot, and he orders us another beer. I drink my drinks while he tells me how much he likes me. I like how much he likes me! I didn't think I would like him this much but I do! I think he's super sexy even though he's not my normal type (who needs a type), I like how sexy he makes me feel! I like knowing that he thinks about me and fantasizes about me! I like the way he kisses me and touches me when we are together and makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the room! What girl doesn't like all that-RIGHT! Trust me, I'm not getting all mushy over him I'm just recognizing that, well, maybe he's kinda special right now! So after two beers and two shots in the middle of the day I'm now super horny and ready for some action! So we leave, hop in his car and start driving. I'm instantly climbing over the middle console (whoever invented those obviously didn't get much car action- hate them) and I'm trying to get between his legs. This made him no longer care where we were going, he just found a spot. Not a great spot but it was a spot. So I continue to find my spot between his legs and quickly he grabs the back of my hair and we are in business! He has a great cock too! Different but nonetheless great and it's super beautiful. Nice shape, no bends/curves, nothing! Such a pretty penis! :) Now L does not cum easily from oral. He tends to like to cum during sex but today I was going to have my reward in my mouth. He likes dirty talk and that gets him off. So with his cock in my mouth I look up and smile and tell him how much I love to suck his cock... how good it feels in my mouth... how much I want to feel him cum in my mouth... how I liked the way he held my hair... and with that it took about another 10 seconds before I earned my reward!! Then for being such a good girl I received another reward... his mouth devouring my pussy! I was super hot and all worked up so it only took about 2 minutes before I had his head in a lock between my thighs squealing in delight! He wouldn't stop, and he told me his cock was already hard again so I decided it was time to feel him inside me. I climbed on top of him and rode him very slow. I enjoyed how good he felt inside of me and since I had just cum I was very sensitive inside and he was hitting me in all the right places. Now that I know how much he enjoys hearing a woman talk to him (not necessarily dirty but sexy) I have been using this to my advantage! So we are both just taking our time and I'm kissing him and whispering in his ear how good he feels inside me, and how much I love riding him and we start to pick up our pace together and I tell him I'm going to cum again and how much I want him to cum inside me.... and then... we came... together! That just happens so rarely with me. I can probably count on one hand how many times that has worked out for me! Well it did that day and it was GOOD! I must say that although car sex is not my favorite... the way things are with L lately he is definitely quickly becoming my favorite! We seem to fit together well! So after all that he took me back to my car, made out a bit longer and then went our separate ways. Although at that point I was pretty much useless for work so I went home and took a nap as I had the back to school picnic later that night!
Okay, moving forward.... that ends my delicious lovers stories... for some reason the stories with the hubby just don't have that same zest and appeal as my others! But I will say this... he has been exceptionally good lately, and I don't just mean staying out of trouble cause truthfully I haven't been looking at his shit much lately but trust me I can tell from the little I pay attention that he has been good!! He has been thoughtful, and helpful, and even kind! These are the things that help me to love him and appreciate him. When we get along we really do have a great relationship and the only reason I have stayed this long is always because I hold out for these moments! Also when he acts this way it makes me want to give myself to him! So...
FRIDAY: We had a good night, things were going well and we had a nice evening. We decided to go to bed together and we were laying in bed watching tv and I started to rub his back, then scratch and tickle his back, then kissing his back, and then moving my way down. One thing led to another and I told him that I wanted him to take my ass tonight! There is nothing my hubby loves more than to have my ass and I wanted it equally as bad that night! He not only took it but he TOOK it in every way possible, and I came folks, like top 3 orgasms in my history on Friday night!!
It was so good Friday that I decided to give him more on Saturday and then on Sunday I even decided to give him a free no return necessary blow job! See how nice I can be.
So all in all last week and this past weekend was not so bad! I say all of this and I write all of this because it helps me keep some perspective. Life is stressful! Work is stressful! Dealing with my 6 year old about to have open heart surgery in two weeks is STRESSFUL! The truth of the matter is that as I'm preparing myself and my family to go through this surgery I find myself starting to slowly check out. I withdrawal a bit from everything and everyone. I start to deal with my stress on an inner basis. I'm usually really good at keeping up and dealing with my life and everyone else's as well and life stress and everything just goes along with it. We all lean on each other but this is different for me. I wish I could just take the next month off from everything except for dealing with my family and keeping us all safe and healthy and getting through the first 3 days after surgery which are the hardest! I wake up everyday and for the most part go through the same routine. I'm lucky to have such great friends and family but now my days are changing. I'm tired, and in my moments alone instead of wanting to talk to a friend, or text a lover or whatever I typically do for myself, I find myself alone with my thoughts. Not wanting to do my normal things but instead I am living inside my head. So I won't ruin a great sex post with my inner head issues today! I've still got two weeks from today before surgery so maybe I will write an entire post about something not sex related. That is unless something better sex related happens first! We shall see!!
Things with C have been different this time around. I have kind of backed down a little from him and let him take the lead and this has surely been working to my advantage. After our last encounter together I sent him an email just basically saying thanks and how much I enjoyed myself. He replied a day or so later and said the usual... it was the best, it felt so good to be inside me, etc. Well that was on a Friday and I knew he would be with the girlfriend all weekend so I didn't reply back. On Sunday he emailed me about his weekend and asked if I had received his message cause he didn't hear back from me and he had such a great time. Ha... I like that! Of course I replied and told him how great he was, etc. and just said I was busy and knew he was away for the weekend. So he wanted to know when we could get together again. So we decided on Wednesday, only his son was home so he decided to sneak me into his basement while his son was asleep upstairs. He's a teenager so he stays up most of the night and sleeps all day.
WEDNESDAY: So he picked me up in a parking lot near his house and I hopped in. I have to say I was really nervous for some reason! Him being daring is also not his nature! Kinda funny, when we pulled into the neighborhood I slipped down into my seat and this time he covered me with a blanket. That was a first but it didn't bother me at all. I think it's kind of funny the lengths we all go for some of our fun! So after he closed the garage door, he went in and checked everything out and then we went right down into the basement. So the people that lived there before the husband had built a recording studio down there so there is this room with two sets of doors that leads into another room with the sound proof walls and then that leads into another room. It's very cool! Anyway, when we walked in he had put this inflatable couch that makes into a bed and he had it all set up with pillows and blankets and the lights were all dimmed. It was nice! C wastes no time with me. He immediately had me stripped down on the bed. I know I've said it before but I'll say it again, I love the effect I have on this man. I love that when I kiss him and take his pants off he is always rock hard for me!! We have fallen into a pattern it seems. This is good and bad! It's good because he is so amazing and I know that even though it will go the same way every time with very little being different I know that he will satisfy me over and over until I'm begging him to stop!
This time was no different until it was his turn. He asked me if I would mind if he recorded us having anal or him cumming in my mouth. I told him that was fine. We tried anal first. Funny thing about anal is that it always hurts a little at first but I can always take it but we had no lube and for some reason my ass was just not into it. He tried and tried all the while his phone trying to record it but it was just not going to happen this time! So we switched and he stood up with his camera on record and I got down on my knees and did what he loves me to do! I wet my finger and slid it ever so gently in his ass (after I got it nice and wet with my mouth) and began to suck and lick his cock like my favorite stick of candy! I love that I can take all of him in my mouth. He took the back of my hair in his hands and guided me up and down his shaft. He would tell me to look at the camera with his cock in his mouth. When he was ready to cum he pulled me off and stroked himself a few times and then he came all over my face and my mouth. It was excellent. He shot it everywhere. In my hair, eyelashes, up my nose, and down my throat. I'm sure it made for a great video moment. Then like the good girl I am, I wiped as much of it off of my face and licked my fingers clean. I wanted to watch the video but I didn't get to- YET! He said it was great and he loves it but I would like to see it myself although I'm sure I would just critique it! I'm so critical of myself! That is the first time I've ever had anyone record me! Shortly after we cleaned up we tipped toed out and he took me back to my car. Other than an email telling me I'm the best I have not heard from him since although I know the girlfriend was moving here this weekend. I know we will not see each other as often but right now I'm good with that and I will continue to enjoy him when he's mine and not worry about the rest!
THURSDAY: I headed out to my morning appointment and I knew that L was not to far working. He stays in pretty good contact day to day, sometimes to much contact but we had discussed meeting up for a bit if our schedules allowed. Well he started texting just before lunch. I still had a few things to do and then he got a flat so we decided to chat again in an hour. So a bit later he checks with me and says he will meet me at a little corner bar down the road in 15 minutes. So I freshen up, remove my panties and meet him in the parking lot. As soon as I get out of my car he grabs me, pushes me into my car and starts to kiss me. He tells me how sexy I am and then takes my hand and puts it on his rock hard cock and tells me that is what I do to him every time he's near me or thinks of me! So I take his hand and place it up my dress and between my legs and run his fingers across my now soaking wet pussy and remind him that's what he does to me when we are together or when I think of him!! So we head into the bar. Now truthfully folks I was thinking we might grab a cheap room for a few hours as I could have used some 1:1 with him but maybe that is for another day. So we headed inside and everyone that was there was sitting at the bar so we found a little table in the corner. He ordered us a few beers and I headed to the ladies room. When I came back out there was a beer and a shot sitting in front of me. We did the shot, ordered some food and I drank my beer. So L is very touchy feely and he loves that I don't wear panties as he loves to run his hands up and between my legs, especially in public places. I of course, love letting him! We eat, we chat, we kiss, we touch, we do another shot, and he orders us another beer. I drink my drinks while he tells me how much he likes me. I like how much he likes me! I didn't think I would like him this much but I do! I think he's super sexy even though he's not my normal type (who needs a type), I like how sexy he makes me feel! I like knowing that he thinks about me and fantasizes about me! I like the way he kisses me and touches me when we are together and makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the room! What girl doesn't like all that-RIGHT! Trust me, I'm not getting all mushy over him I'm just recognizing that, well, maybe he's kinda special right now! So after two beers and two shots in the middle of the day I'm now super horny and ready for some action! So we leave, hop in his car and start driving. I'm instantly climbing over the middle console (whoever invented those obviously didn't get much car action- hate them) and I'm trying to get between his legs. This made him no longer care where we were going, he just found a spot. Not a great spot but it was a spot. So I continue to find my spot between his legs and quickly he grabs the back of my hair and we are in business! He has a great cock too! Different but nonetheless great and it's super beautiful. Nice shape, no bends/curves, nothing! Such a pretty penis! :) Now L does not cum easily from oral. He tends to like to cum during sex but today I was going to have my reward in my mouth. He likes dirty talk and that gets him off. So with his cock in my mouth I look up and smile and tell him how much I love to suck his cock... how good it feels in my mouth... how much I want to feel him cum in my mouth... how I liked the way he held my hair... and with that it took about another 10 seconds before I earned my reward!! Then for being such a good girl I received another reward... his mouth devouring my pussy! I was super hot and all worked up so it only took about 2 minutes before I had his head in a lock between my thighs squealing in delight! He wouldn't stop, and he told me his cock was already hard again so I decided it was time to feel him inside me. I climbed on top of him and rode him very slow. I enjoyed how good he felt inside of me and since I had just cum I was very sensitive inside and he was hitting me in all the right places. Now that I know how much he enjoys hearing a woman talk to him (not necessarily dirty but sexy) I have been using this to my advantage! So we are both just taking our time and I'm kissing him and whispering in his ear how good he feels inside me, and how much I love riding him and we start to pick up our pace together and I tell him I'm going to cum again and how much I want him to cum inside me.... and then... we came... together! That just happens so rarely with me. I can probably count on one hand how many times that has worked out for me! Well it did that day and it was GOOD! I must say that although car sex is not my favorite... the way things are with L lately he is definitely quickly becoming my favorite! We seem to fit together well! So after all that he took me back to my car, made out a bit longer and then went our separate ways. Although at that point I was pretty much useless for work so I went home and took a nap as I had the back to school picnic later that night!
Okay, moving forward.... that ends my delicious lovers stories... for some reason the stories with the hubby just don't have that same zest and appeal as my others! But I will say this... he has been exceptionally good lately, and I don't just mean staying out of trouble cause truthfully I haven't been looking at his shit much lately but trust me I can tell from the little I pay attention that he has been good!! He has been thoughtful, and helpful, and even kind! These are the things that help me to love him and appreciate him. When we get along we really do have a great relationship and the only reason I have stayed this long is always because I hold out for these moments! Also when he acts this way it makes me want to give myself to him! So...
FRIDAY: We had a good night, things were going well and we had a nice evening. We decided to go to bed together and we were laying in bed watching tv and I started to rub his back, then scratch and tickle his back, then kissing his back, and then moving my way down. One thing led to another and I told him that I wanted him to take my ass tonight! There is nothing my hubby loves more than to have my ass and I wanted it equally as bad that night! He not only took it but he TOOK it in every way possible, and I came folks, like top 3 orgasms in my history on Friday night!!
It was so good Friday that I decided to give him more on Saturday and then on Sunday I even decided to give him a free no return necessary blow job! See how nice I can be.
So all in all last week and this past weekend was not so bad! I say all of this and I write all of this because it helps me keep some perspective. Life is stressful! Work is stressful! Dealing with my 6 year old about to have open heart surgery in two weeks is STRESSFUL! The truth of the matter is that as I'm preparing myself and my family to go through this surgery I find myself starting to slowly check out. I withdrawal a bit from everything and everyone. I start to deal with my stress on an inner basis. I'm usually really good at keeping up and dealing with my life and everyone else's as well and life stress and everything just goes along with it. We all lean on each other but this is different for me. I wish I could just take the next month off from everything except for dealing with my family and keeping us all safe and healthy and getting through the first 3 days after surgery which are the hardest! I wake up everyday and for the most part go through the same routine. I'm lucky to have such great friends and family but now my days are changing. I'm tired, and in my moments alone instead of wanting to talk to a friend, or text a lover or whatever I typically do for myself, I find myself alone with my thoughts. Not wanting to do my normal things but instead I am living inside my head. So I won't ruin a great sex post with my inner head issues today! I've still got two weeks from today before surgery so maybe I will write an entire post about something not sex related. That is unless something better sex related happens first! We shall see!!
