Oh I've got a few good stories!!

I swear I truly intend to write often but lately everything seems to get the best of me.  I don't talk a whole lot about my "real" personal life but my youngest son has a heart condition and we are quickly approaching his next open hear surgery and to top it off he landed in the hospital last week needing an emergency appendectomy.  Poor little guy can't seem to catch a break!  I of course spent the entire week with him sleeping on a window seat.  I also am still only one month into my new job that I am NOT loving.  So when I'm not taking care of kids or working 60 hours week or dealing with my douche bag husband of course I'm trying to fit in some time with a lover (or two or three).

So in my last post I talked about my upcoming date with L.  I'm going to skip much about that story so I can get to the good stuff.  Lets just say we had a wonderful "date".  However, we ended up drinking to much, drove around for an hour trying to find a hotel room because there was a fishing tournament in town so by the time we found the room we were both tired and I was tipsy.  So we did our thing but both walked away wanting a re-do!  But again, he is a great guy and makes me feel like the prettiest, sexiest woman alive!  Oh baby, we got our re-do.

Hubby came back from his recent boys weekend and apparently had an epiphany or something.  He seems to want to work this out very much.  Funny thing is that the tables are turning.  Like suddenly I feel bad for him.  He needs me more than I need him.  I mean I know we both need each other but seriously at this point he needs me more.  Maybe I kind of have the upper hand or something.  We are far from good, but I keep giving him chances.  On a good note I asked him to PLEASE change his passwords again on everything and take the power to look away from me.  I feel like what I don't know can't hurt me.  If he read this blog-OMG it would be awful.  I would never want that so why would I want a glimpse into the fucked up shit that he does!  So it's been about two weeks since I've looked at anything and you know what, we have gotten along pretty darn good.  No stupid fights, he's been great, we've had some great sex.  So one day at a time and we will see what happens.  Either way, I am stronger and stronger and I know deep down that if push comes to shove I can and will live without him and be okay!  Right now I choose to let him stay!

Okay good stuff, here we come!  Recently Kitty wrote a post about there being something in the air and all of her lovers coming out of the woodwork.  I love this because it's so true.  I find that once or twice a year I will hear from multiple past, present, etc. lovers.  This can be troublesome for Mrs.M as I love the attention and I can find myself quickly booking short little stints of time with all of them.  This is bad!  This time I only indulged in several fun texting sessions but this gives them hope and then they stick around for awhile.  Anyway, I so easily get side tracked!

So as I mentioned I was stuck in the hospital all week last week and then I had a work function that I had to attend Friday night.  Well one boy had been texting me all week long.  I probably never talked about him before because I never actually hung out with him.  I always wanted to because he has the largest cock I've ever seen and I was always curious to give it a ride- I didn't!  I was thinking about going to see him Friday night but hubby kept texting me and I knew I was likely going out with L again on Saturday.  Somehow, I think because hubby was feeling bad for me for being at the hospital all week, I managed to get him agree to let me go out again on Saturday night.  He thought I was going out with the girls.  L's family was out of town for the entire weekend (he is now technically divorced but they are still living in the same house as a family) so we met at the local pub right down the road from his house.  I wore a cute little black skirt, no undies, and a nice top.  He met me in the parking lot, kissed me and told me how great I looked.  When we got inside he said he wanted to sit somewhere off by ourselves.  So we found a little spot in the corner, ordered drinks and from that point on this man could not keep his hands off me.  He was always rubbing my legs, occasionally his hand would drift further and further up  my skirt.  He loves when I don't wear panties!  It is obvious that he really likes me because he tells me all the time.  I still think he's safe for several reasons.  I know he wants me to stay married cause he wants me as his "girlfriend" but that's all he wants.  He's not looking to get married again or anything to serious.
So anyway, we only stay at the bar for about an hour cause we simply just can't keep our hands off each other.  So as we are heading out, of course, he runs into some folks from his neighborhood, ugh!  He chats, we leave.  I follow him back to his house and we go inside.  I get the quick tour of the house and then we have the genius idea to smoke a little bowl, lol!  So after all of that we have a beer and he sits me up on his kitchen counter.  I wrap my legs around him and we start kissing.  I am telling you the heat between us this night was intense.  There was just this sexual energy.  He runs his hands up my skirt and between my legs and I am so wet!  He loves how wet my pussy gets.  He lays me back on the counter and starts to lick my pussy right there.  After a bit we decide we should just go downstairs to his room so we can be more comfortable.  I'm not going to get into gross detail but I just want to say that we stripped each other down and we had the hottest sex I've ever had for 2 hours.  This man kept his cock hard for me for seriously two hours. He licked me and fucked me, I rode him, he fucked my ass, I sucked him.  He spanked me, and my legs were bent in every position possible.  There were rough moments, gentle & intense moments where he looked me in the eyes, he talked dirty to me, and I to him.  He whispered in my ears, I came six or seven times.  I took excellent pictures of him between my legs.  I have a nice L & MrsM gallery going!!  After he came, we laid there for awhile and had another beer.  After about a half hour he decided he wanted to go again.  He licked me again for awhile, and then I started to suck him hard.  While I was sucking him I noticed that his breathing was changing and his hand on my head was falling off.  I looked up and watched him and then all of sudden... HE SNORED!  yes that's right, he fell asleep/passed out with his cock in my mouth.  I laughed so hard!  I stopped and just watched him for awhile thinking- well this is a first!  So finally I got up and got dressed.  I was going to just let myself out but I didn't want his door to be unlocked all night!  So when I was ready to go I woke him up.  He was startled at first and a little disoriented.  We laughed and he said, "well damn woman, your wore me out"!  It was pretty funny!  so he walked me out, told me how great it was, gave me a nice good night kiss and I left.
So as I get into my car I look at my phone and realize that my husband has been texting me for the past hour.  Sending me dirty pictures and texts and telling me to hurry home!  OH SHIT!
So I text him back that my GF is really drunk and sick and I'm trying to get her under control so we can get home. At this point it's sometime after 1.  He keeps texting me and I'm just hoping I can hold him off til he falls asleep by the time I get home.  So I stop at McD's to get a smoothie and I'm taking my time.  When I get close to home I decide to stop at 7-11 to use the bathroom to freshen up and I'm so nervous I now need a cigarette.  I rarely smoke as I quit over a year ago but every now and I again I will have one.  So as I pull into the parking spot a black jeep pulls up next to me.  As I get out so does a man.  We smile at each other and he says "well hello, where are you going"?  I say, "into the store", he says "well hurry up".  I think this is very strange.  I take my time in the store but when I come out he is leaning up against the hood of my car waiting for me.  He says "so where are you going"?  I tell him I'm heading home for the night.  He asked me where I had been.  I said I don't think you really want to know.  He then says "can I come home with you".  I say "you must be drunk, do you often try and pick up woman in the parking lot of 7-11"?  He says, "no, but you just smiled at me and you are so damn sexy I couldn't help myself".  I laugh and say I'm going home to my husband.  He says "well call him and ask him if I can come too".  I tell him he's crazy.  He says "I just think you have sex written all over your body".  At this point I'm partially annoyed, a little buzzed and ready to fuck with this rather attractive 40ish man.  So I say "baby, I just spent the entire night fucking my boyfriend and now I'm probably going to go home and fuck my husband"!  I think I saw his jaw drop and his cock enlarge!  He says "OMG, I bet your pussy tastes so good".  I said "baby I have the sweetest tasting pussy in the world"!  At this point he starts to get close to me and says "can I taste you".  So I'm in full slut mode now folks!  So I put my fingers up my skirt, between my legs and finger myself with two fingers.  I take one finger and place it in his mouth and then I lick the other!  He's dieing at this point.  So he's like "well that was great but it wasn't what I had in mind.  How about you follow me over to that parking lot and let me make you cum one more time tonight.  Okay, I may be a slut, and flirty but I am not stupid.  I tell him that's not going to happen and I'm mostly just having some fun with him and that I'm ready to go home for the night!  Now he's got me pinned between my car and him.  He's pressing his very hard cock into my leg and he keeps trying to put his hand up my skirt (um yes this is all happening right outside the 7-11).  So I decide to kiss him a little.  We start to kiss, and he says "Your a good little slut, I should just fuck you right here in this parking lot".  At this point I tell him that I can guarantee he will be going home and best case masturbating and thinking about me because nothing is going to happen.  He got a little pushy at one point, enough that the guys in the store came out to make sure everything was okay.  I assured them it was.  So he gave me his card and pretty much begged me to call him so we could get together some time.  He promised me it would be worth my time and he would treat me "proper".  If his kissing is any inclination of his fucking it might be more like a stabbing!  I'm pretty sure I will pass!  Anyway, after about another 10 minutes of begging and a little kissing and touching he finally lets me in my car.  Now I was a little concerned that he was going to follow me so I drove like 5 mph until he finally passed me and then I hauled ass home.
I swear I don't know how I get myself into this shit.  I mean who uses that kind of crazy ass approach and gets laid?  I must admit that I did enjoy messing with him a little.  I'm sure I had some kind of crazy sex pheromones coming off me that night!
Of course when I got home the hubby was still awake!  AHHH!  Thankfully he got tired enough that he went ahead and got himself off so I was off the hook there.  We talked for a bit about my night out with the girls and then went to bed.  However, the next morning he work me up with a nice stiff cock and again with the pheromones I must have been giving off because he fucked me 2 more times that Sunday!  Needless to say all my holes were very sore by Sunday night!
I took a break for Monday and Tuesday but today (Wednesday) was a new day.  I kind of double booked myself today.  I was on L's side of town for work so I picked him up on his job site and we found a little parking lot for some nice heavy petting and making out.  Nobody came but we both had a great time!  I do really like him and I'm very happy with how things are going with him right now!
Then tonight hubby took the boys to a baseball game so I met C-Don Wan at the local motel for a lovely session.  Nothing new to tell with him.  He's just simply an amazing lover, hence the Don Wan.  I am in a great place with him.  I've chilled out and I'm just enjoying any time I have with him and letting him chase me for a change!  He's gorgeous and amazing!  I hope to have him as a lover for a very long time but I will take it one amazing orgasm at a time!
So other than that J, my lunchtime playmate has been hot and heavy texting me for some fun.  We are just trying to make our schedules mesh!  Soon I'm sure but I think I'm good this week!
Definitely no lack of attention or loving going on for this girl!  Truth be told- the amount of stress in my life right now with my job, kid, hubby, etc.  This is the only thing that has been keeping me sane.  That and reading about everybody else's lives as well!  I truly enjoy all of it!!

TGIF- date tonight, my few hours with Don Wan & more trouble at home!

I want to write today but I can't seem to get my thoughts straight and I should be working but  instead I'm reading blogs, writing, and messing around!  I have a date tonight.  Well kind of, no actually its a date.  I'm going out with L.  Hubby is out of town for the weekend (thank goodness) so we have had this planned for a few weeks now.  He is taking me to dinner in a little town half way between both of our homes.  Neither of us wanted to be to close to home so as not to risk running into people we know.  This is one of my biggest fears although pretty soon it isn't going to matter anymore!  So after dinner there are lots of little bars and such so we can park our cars and just walk.  I asked him if he planned to get me drunk and take advantage me.  Trust me he doesn't need to get me drunk.  I'm so ready!  I'm a cheap date, I don't drink much and since I get sick very easily from alcohol it's best not to attempt to get me drunk.  I told him unless he wanted to spend the evening holding my hair as I prayed to the porcelain gods he better watch my intake!  I think after we are going to get a room near by.  I was thinking this was going to just be a nice evening but after talking with him yesterday it appears he is planning on us staying the night together.  This makes me a little nervous.  I like to joke with him so I said "oh we are having a sleep over, so I should bring my pj's and fuzzy slippers, and my tooth brush.   Are you going to spoon me?  Do you snore?"  He said if I wanted to go home I could and I just said we can play it by ear and see how the evening goes.  Knowing me I may sneak out in the middle of the night, lol.  Especially if he snores!!  Actually my dog will be home alone so even if I do sleep over I will have to get up early in the morning and get home.  Truth be told I'm a little nervous about staying the night with him.  This is a guy who has already asked me questions about the "L" word and how I would feel if he was to say it.  I like him and everything but one of the reasons I chose him to spend some time with is because I feel like he's safe.  Safe meaning it's highly unlikely that I will fall for him.  He is so different from my type.  I know that shit happens and I could fall for him but it's highly unlikely! He also texted me last week cause I was a little distant (cause I'm so busy with my new job) and asked if everything was okay, if we were okay.  Are you seeing the red flags?!  Regardless after the week I have had I am looking forward to spending the evening with someone who really likes me, treats me very well and I know is going to make me cum multiple times!!!  I'll let ya know how it goes!

Things around home have been very bad the past few weeks.  I'm really not prepared to spend much time on this subject right now.  Let's just say I think every time we talk about breaking up and then we decide to continue to work on it I get a little bit stronger, I see him more and more for who he really is, and I get closer to being able to move and finally rid myself of him completely.  It is such a complicated issue with him.  What is crazy is that we had a few good weeks.  We were going out, communicating, having lots of good sex, etc.  Then me and the kids got sick, then I had my period and then this week my uncle died and I spent most of my free time with family this week.  So I got up to go to the gym one morning and looked at his phone.  Of course he had talked with someone late one night.  He had a good story for it later but I didn't believe him so later I pulled the phone records up and looked at his calls and texts and found that over the past few weeks he has had multiple conversations with multiple people (woman, men, couples, who knows?).  Of course he immediately blames me for everything.  He says I'm a bitch, I'm not nice to him, I don't give him any attention, my plate is to full.  It is me that drives him to do these things.  Honestly I'm just tired of being blamed for everything and I do mean everything.  He is very manipulative.  He doesn't want to take a look in the mirror and have accountability for anything.  He lies to my face.  He doesn't help me around the house.  He does not take charge of this household or this family.  He forces me to be, the leader and be in control of everything and then hates me for it and blames me for it.  I'm just so sick of it.  So I told him I'm done.  He was mean, said lots of mean things.  Continued to talk to people he shouldn't all day to try and make him feel better about himself.  Now when he gets home if I'm nice at all he will start to like me again, assume I will forgive him, and the process will start over AGAIN.  My intention is to not allow that to happen.  I intend to follow through this time.  I intend to be strong.  If and when I do this he will realize I'm serious and that I have the upper hand on him which will majorly piss him off and so he will get upset, call me lots of horrible names, blame me for everything and then immediately go off of the deep end join every sex site available and begin to spread his wickedness around to anyone willing and able and he will throw it in my face every chance he gets.  I know he will not take the high road and apologize, be sympathetic, apologetic, remorseful or fight for me and this family.  So I will have to deal with his wrath until I either decide to be weak and take him back or until I can get him out of this house.  I pray for the strength to get to the part where he moves out.  If I can do that than I will be okay.  I will be able to get along with him so we can do what's best for our children.  I will no longer be subject to his poison and white trash mentality.  I will be able to focus on my job, my life and my kids!  He has no moral fiber and I need to just be strong and finally do this for myself.  I no longer believe that I will ever be able to trust him or respect him so this is the only thing left to do!  Wish me luck and I will write about it more as I'm able to sort it all out!

So I saved the best for last.  My Don Wan- C.  He moved up here last weekend.  He was over an hour away from me but now he is less than 30 min away from me and in an area where I go for work on a weekly to bi weekly basis.  However, girlfriend will be moving here at the beginning of September :(  He asked me to come to his house as he wanted to Cristin it properly and he wanted to visualize my face and fucking me in every room.  I'm not sure if that's sweet or messed up, lol.  Anyway, we worked it out to meet towards the end of my work day Wednesday.  I parked at a little pizza shop right near his house and he picked me up.  He brought his little dog (her little dog) who is the cutest thing ever.  The dog liked me very much!  It's a little puff ball of fluffy fur.  So soft to touch!  Anyway, we went back to the house and he gave me the grand tour stopping to kiss me in every room.  When he kisses me it's like movie star kiss.  He always takes me by the back of my neck with one hand and then takes the other hand and puts it deep in my hair and pulls me into him and kisses me very deep and very passionate!  It makes me melt!  So the house is pretty empty and they haven't really put much away yet so all he had in his room was a twin mattress on the floor since she is bringing the bed with her move.  So I asked for a minute to freshen up a bit since it was a hot day and I had been running around all day.  When I came out he took me into the bedroom and we started kissing and undressing each other.  One thing I totally love about him is that all we had done was kiss and I had just run my hands down his back and arms and when I moved to take his shorts off his cock was just rock hard!  God I love that!  It is such a turn on to me that he gets that turned on from kissing me.  So he undresses me and puts his fingers between my legs and I was already so very wet and ready for him.  He bends me down over the mattress and his cock slides right into my wet pussy.  God he felt soooo good!  Nice long stokes all the way in and all the way out.  All the way back in and back out.  Very slow.  Now the damn dog was sitting on the bed watching me and kept trying to get in my face to he told the dog to leave.  A few minutes later I feel a tickle on my toes and look down and the damn dog is licking my toes, lol.  It was super funny but then he got rid of the dog!  So then he laid me down the bed and did what he does best!  Lick my pussy!  IF I was told I had one day left on this earth and could have anything I wanted it would be to have him lick my pussy (well maybe not but you get the jest).  He likes to build on it.  He licks me til I cum the first time then he comes up and slides his cock inside me.  He again grabs the back of my neck with one hand and puts the other hand in my hair and kisses me passionately while he fucks me, only it's really more like he's making love to me.  He looks at me in between kisses.  Deep in my eyes.  It makes me crazy.  Then he goes back down.  This time he adds one finger and licks me til I cum again.  Then he comes back up, slides his cock in me and repeats that process again.  Then he goes back down.  This time he licks my ass real good and then goes back to my pussy but this time he puts one finger in my ass and one finger in my pussy and licks me til I cum so hard I laugh or cry!  I'm not kidding.... it's just fucking amazing!!  Then he fucks me a little bit more.  Then I ask very nicely  ... can I please make you cum now!  So he allows me a turn.  I love to lick this man's cock.  It is just perfect!  But it's not just his cock.  I like to spend my time everywhere down there.  I kiss all around him.  I like his inner thighs, til I find my way down to his ass.  I lick his ass really, really good while I sneak a little lube on my finger.  Then I slowly slide one finger in his ass while I suck and lick his balls.  Once I have my finger and moving I take his cock in my mouth and suck and move in unison.  I love that when he cums he squeezes my head with his legs and I love that I can usually feel the first squirt of cum hit the back of my throat.  I bury his cock deep in my throat until he unloads every last drop.  Then I swallow it, and make to sure lick him nice and clean on my way out!  Then we just lay and talk for a bit. We had not seen in each other in a long time so we had a lot to catch up on.  We finally made it downstairs and talked a lot more, kissed, etc.  I often wonder if I leave hubby, if he and I would find a way to give it shot.  I doubt it but I do think he will not like it much when I start dating!  I will not worry about any of that now and just enjoy him while I can!  Shortly after, he took me back to my car, kissed me, told me how much he enjoys his time with me, etc and we went our separate ways.  He did send me a very nice email later which we all know I appreciate and now the girlfriend will be in town all weekend and he can visualize my face in his room while he's fucking her this weekend (evil smile)!  I will see him again next week!  I hope!
So funny enough I could have had a trifecta this week too.  I got a text late last night that JJ was in town.  He had a date with a woman near by and it was an actual date so no lovin for him.  He wanted me to sneak out and when I told him hubby was away he wanted me to sneak him in but I turned him down.  Wasn't really into it.  One, I didn't want to be sloppy seconds to his awesome date; two, I had just had a great time with C the day before; three, I am seeing L tonight.  I like JJ as a friend and think we will talk for years to come and I might hang out with him again but he's a better friend than lover and I've got about all I can handle right now!  I also get texted from J on a weekly basis wanting to have some lunch time fun but again I've been avoiding any plans with him as well.  So I am going to have a kid free/hubby free weekend.  Date tonight, baby shower tomorrow afternoon and bachlorette party tomorrow night and lots of sleep and paper work to catch up on Sunday but all in all I think it should be a pretty great weekend.  It better be cause I have a feeling between dealing with the stress of my new job and hubby next week I'm going to need to make all my weekends count!  Keep your fingers crossed for me!  Hope everyone has a great weekend and we shall see what more is to come!!